It’s been a while since the last entry and finally there is nothing much for me to do, so I have decided to revive this blog that I have forsaken for some time. Finally, 3 years of poly education ended and the years ahead seems so vague. I am completely clueless of where I will land up in or what should I do. Like a cross junction or somehow being trapped in this very gloomy room, no idea where the direction to head to is. It’s the feeling of emptiness and lost. And obviously I don’t like that feeling. I never liked coping with uncertainty btw, proven to me many times and recently I got to admit that because of the CCM project. Referring to CCM, it’s probably the only module that I remember after these 3 years of education and I’m able to apply it regardless of any situation, helps you understand yourself better actually and others. What about the rest of the things I’ve studied in school? Forgotten?? Yeah. Forgotten, but probably some trace of information or theory stuff is still in mind.

Anyway, this has been really quite dull after end of exams probably because I’m consciously and consistently reminded that I haven’t really make plans for the rest of the year or my future. Yesh, I am a very present oriented person. Probably someone with not much ambition too looking at the way I’m dealing with my life.

Actually, I’m quite amazed by myself. For the past few days and weeks I haven’t been really going out. Those few going out sessions would be to settle my trips overseas and then home. Even Yiling aka Louis said that it’s rare of me to be staying at home the whole day and not having a very happening life. Blah blah. Well its really true that I’ve been home feeling all bored and empty. Worst of all… I’m beginning to find no interest in going out of the house. Ahuh.. that’s quite bad right? No intention to like blogshop too! Ahuh.. Something is wrong. to add on no urge to go to club or arrange a meet up with people! I think I’m sick….

So I’m turning to become a loner…???!! You know.. 宅! Well… well… you might want to rescue me! :)

BUT! I’m still looking forward to a few trips with some people. Yeah firstly would be Taiwan with Yiling and Minwee! After all the changing we finally decide to go.. only the 3 of us and my mum cause she wants to tag along. TAIWAN IN APRIL..

And once I’m back the not so exciting thing would be operation. Which will probably happen towards the end of may. 18may that week. Sigh..

Then.. july… there’s the emperor’s production to be busy with.. took up the role as the asm for that. dun even know if I’m paid..anyway quite pack for sat and sun cause of all the rehearsals..

And the following months I’ve no idea.