yes.. I'm dead tired.. mainly because I'm working for the whole of this and next week. and my office is extremely far from home that i have to change 3 buses just to get there.have to wake up damn early too. 52 to sch. 151 into NUS and internal shuttle bus to my office. WTH.well at least it keeps me very occupied.. though i felt tied down by this full time temp job.. but on the account that ill get money in the end. cant really be bothered about what I'm feeling. which somehow i feel ashamed about this whole money sense thing. always trying to convince myself that I'm going to work and do something that i like.. and what am i doing now?! something that I'm bored after working for 1 day. and i got to drag myself to the office.
well that's not the main point of this blog.. i had a very random meeting with a future doctor, a future architect and a future teacher.. haha well julio.min.and shuang. yup randomly we just went out have dinner.catch up abit. and of course camwhore too.
anyway QNT has a meeting last sunday.. F1 race day.. im not going to touch on F1 cause i bet alot of people have been blogging about race day.. well before the QNT meeting, some of us gathered ard to brainstorm for ideas.. we had lots of ideas.. but how to put them together. theres alot of thoughts going through my mind everytime when it comes to discussion about ideas.. expression is important but i cant really do it.
Everyone wants to be "rape."
rape as in wanting their life to be seen. to be recognised. to want others to know how they feel thru a damn indirect field.. want others to know what they do. pity you. concern for you. get angry for you. sacrifice for you? cry for you? envy you? happy for you. sad for you. you, yourself know this..
this hit me straight on the face. when we were discussing about an idea from liting about a stalker.blogs.life.
sets me thinking again...
the man who cant be moved.
what am i trying to put across??
i, myself admit that..
