heart.
Yonglin
the dancer/ the performer/ the expressive one/ the emo one/the happy cheerful one/ the huggable one/ the sweetest one/ the fun loving one/ the crazy one.etc
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:D!
legally 19 turning on 20 on 22 november.get me presents on that day":))
she is a cow lover!!she likes being up on stage and if she is up there, remember to cheer for her as loud as you could.she favours ice cream and choc alot.she has a small pillow that she hugs to sleep everynight.She has braces that makes her teeth shiny whenever she smiles.:))she loves the people that loves her. she likes hanging out with anyone that is nice:) She can be as random as you can imagine, very blur and
she is different from you cause her sky is't blue. its filled with whatever colour she want it to be
purple,red,yellow,orange. or any outragous colour. she is happy with her sky.what colour is your sky?
Wednesday, July 11, 2007!
HandWritten on; 9:23 AM
worrisome. well its the best to describe "me" at least for this whole period of time. im trying very hard to slow down the pace of my life. relax abit. have a stroll in the park. you know look at the sky. and juz dumb my books or wadever "burden" that im heavily carrying. be a totally nonchalent person. for a day. or a week. however, "monster" is pulling me back. whispering to my ears.reminding me again and again. "you dun have much time.your studies are important.ITP is around the corner. prove to yourself and to everyone else that you can cope well. you need to ACE ur modules. you need to have good grades. ur gpa has to be 3.0 or more. you need to do a good job for august production."and the list goes on..expectations are there for me to meet. and if i dun met them. ill probably regret. and why should i let myself live in regrets?? i am not calm. i admit that. because im anxious. worried and scared.
yes. everyone is so busy. so i should be too. oh well. you apparently know me too well. i've got nothing much to defend myself upon that.
im unable to get out of this cycle. and it is continuous......................................
i got to work 10 times harder.
