a few more peeps to thanks:
gypsy!( gosh eu remember!!~ thnkeww for ur testimonial..)
weishan..( thnkew for the msg.. )
crystal..
sharon.. thnkew to eu too!!~
sizhao..
santono..
julioo..~
chiu yee!!~

THANKEW to my CLASSMATES~!! THANKEW so so much for the CAKE!!~



i quote this frm some1 tat viewed me in friendster..so i viewed back.. juz curious..n its fruitful.. caz this is wad i got to know.. that is so so truee.....

"love hurts when eu break up with someone.
it hurts even more when someone breaks up with eu.
but love hurts the most when the person eu love has no idea how you feel. "

familiar?? guess alot of pple feels the same way as this person feels.. right??



ive long knew somethg was kinda wrong wif eu..
but i juz dunno wad...
juz felt so...
wanted 2 ask eu long ago..
but eu might juz wan to keep it to urself like eu always use to do so..

im glad eu didnt keep it up..
glad eu shared...
although i cant realli help much..
but at least i can cheer eu up..??
dats when eu need me..
in other case.. if eu need to be left alone..
ill let eu..
but dont go.... dun run away...

im shocked when eu told me shes nt in ur life anymore...
and i noe its not her...
its eu...all e things eu said..


tolerance and patience made me think quite alot when eu told me abt it...
losing it make me fear...
wads going to be....

i could onli tell..
im wif eu..
listening..
onli when eu need me...



hmm... im 17!!! waH...like 1 yr older...its not even a week since i turn 17.. leaving my 16 yrs behind... its time to be forward looking?? and not hinder the past?? haha.. (easy to sae...) been thinking alot these days.. caz im 17??things realli gushes thru my small little brain and flashes everything like a film without sound on my special day..

juz tot tat sometimes.. people juz cant help but think that everything is juz not going to the way.. in the way eu wan them to.. and here comes that kind of days..that kind of days in which eu would juz wan to shut urself up.. cant be bothered wif anything.. and be alone.. its those kind of days tat everything is pointless.. and meaningless... no wrong thinking abt it... life like this..

the world stil turns.. i dunno whyiee.. sometimes i jus think tat.. cant eu see that i need a break?? can eu stop turning for a while?? allow me to lean back.. n juz fall will do.... or pls make some1 support me... or allow me to lean on for a while.... and this is wad everyone wil undergo... hoping juz some1 dere... pull eu thru... (this is such a general comment.. and i cant stand y i am making such a comment... )

den..i got knock on the head.. even if how depressing one can be.. wad can i do... completely nothing...

theres always 2 ways in which pple look at things... juz how??
babies cry when dey are born... person A wil sae... the baby crying caz he/she is going to be a burden..
person B wil sae.. the baby is too happy to be here... on earth... tats y he/she is crying...

its hard to aknowledge that pple come and go like this..

ive live 17 years...