im back guys =)) back frm challenger...

"titiditididi.. a baby shark.." thnks to my camp chief i have tt in my mind now!!~

haaha.. challenger was fun.. tiring and hmmm.. er.. boring sometimes?? lots of weird things that happen during the four days of camp.. realli nice knowing RAMBO. thou some pple i alreadi knew.. sabrina.caryn.karmen.

first dae.. was quite boring. played those ice breaking games tat we play during FOC. ( freshie orientation camp.) guess name game.. tooth paste game.. yucks!!~ i got toothpaste on my ears. disgusting. but it was realli fun. becaz dere toothpaste to armpit to nose to hand. haha!~den we did our RAMBO flagg. and in order to make it dry.. karmen and i ran around the track holding our flags..=)) first night. camp com allow all of us to sleep early.. 11 plus we get our lights out. no one xpected tt..3 plus dey wake all of us up.. for NIGHT WALK!!~ i walked wif hasim.. hmm hes veri nice.. we talk throughout the whole journey.. tot tt pple will go around scaring us.. but nope.. its juz a simple night walk around the sch!! yahh.. im serious.. its not scary at all.. not like foc night walk. wher eu havb to go block 50 den walk up and down.. sucks..!! but for this its juz walking around the sch.. hasim and i called tat walk= morning exercise.. 3 plus in the morning?? night walk?? so wrong!!~ more like sleep walk!!>.< and again. caz of my bravory!! i COMPLETE ANOTHER NIGHT WALK!!~ woots!~
tuesdae.. pool games.. captain ball.. tug of war.. and fixing puzzle?? pump the rubber boat and row it to the end of the pool and den get a broken piece of puzzle den fix..we tanned in the morning.. played all the games..den after tat we played some ball games.. den we tried to plan out our little skid tt we need to put up the next dae during camp fire.. tt night we went to block 56 and played night catching!!~

now let me explain this stupid but fun game.
firstly everyone starts off as a worm.. eu will need to play sissors.paper.stone. with other worm and if eu win den eu wil get promoted or evolved to chicken.. den eu wil need to find other chickens in this station mainly for chickens.. and eu play.. if eu win eu get evolved to be a human. if eu lose eu wil den become a worm. when eu are a human alreadi.. eu find humans to play with and if eu win den eu wil turn into superman. if eu lose eu get back to a chicken.. at the end when eu turned into a superman eu go right to the first floor and eu win.. but dere are sabo-sqats running around jumping around.. if eu get caught by them eu play with them.. if eu lose den eu are a worm.. if eu win den eu wil remain as wad eu are.. er?? understand??

i dunno y i so suai for this game.. i kept getting caught by the sabo-sqats and everytime i play wif dem i lose like shit!!! at last i was a superman!! running down to the first floor.. thnks to those sabo-sqat i demote and demote and become a worm.. in the end i sat down and played with 2 sabo-sqat.. cant be bothered to run around already.. suai i am out of the dunno how mani times i play.. i onli win once. and tt is the last time!! when dey at last allow me to go off!!~

den sissors.paper.stone. was the hot hot game in camp. pple around play.. loser get slapped.. and i did get slapped.. hand pain face also pain.. look like tomato..!!~

wed.camp fire dae.in e morning we played some realli weird games like knocking down cans of bottles?? and station games.!! i ran with sabrina=)) and RAMBO came in second!! woots..den later on we played water games!! =p went around block 83 with water guns!!~ and got realli WET!! but everything was real fun.. den we prepared for our skid. and camp fire!!~ haha.. ltr on its party on night.!! and the next dae.. the end..

the camp was fun. bored.tiring.and not enough sleep!!~ i didnt sleep on wed night.. stayed veri awake frm wed till thursdae until i reach home.. get to know a few of the others frm other groups.. nice pple they are.. hope to see eu all in sch.. =))

so after i came back frm camp. got sick. sigh.. cursed!!

anywae i went for a checkup before camp and doc sae i got quite serious anaemia(shuang sae its call anaemia.. i forget wad is it called in eng but doc sae its call ping xue) yah. so im under medication.. some iron pills and vitamin and dunno wad shit things.. eat until can vomit blood.. and some weird weird timing to eat also.. like eat be4 eu sleep and hab to be correct timing.. den 4 hrs later eu eat again.. and den e next dae when eu going to sleep eu eat again.. and it goes on.. so i dunno wads wrong wif my system frm e head to e toe.. 1 month of medication.. pills sucks!! pple always sae tat when eu are sick eu muz hab a positive mind.. is this counted?? im trying to hab a positive mind now.. so i hope i dun hab to depend on those yucky but colourful pills for the rest of my life!! i hate things tt control me down.....sucks..so i think tt explains y i need to wake up at 2am everydae to eat.. =))

i wondering y i didnt wan early childhood.. wa wa ban is so cute!!! dey cuddle eu.. hug eu.. sit on ur lap.. dey sure brighten up pples dae.. ha!~ november xiao jie jie for hui bao i muz be there!! dun care even thou need to study and its on my birthdae!!

hmm.. i've long realised tat sometimes its not always wadever we want we get.. if the outcome hasnt been so important. im wondering wads going to happen to the pple around me..things are so unpredictable.. one moment we were stil talking abt it and de next its gone..(onli eu noe..) y do things change and react so fast?? if everything slows down.. maybe we could see things more clearly.. minimised the amount of getting hurt.. showing more care and love..

at the end.. pple always hab to makes friends with this person name "alone".. "alone" is not tat a bad person.. nor is he a good person.. "its" neutral i guess.. pple likes and dislike "it".. am i right to sae so??

i read frm someone's blog. and it quote tat he or she is telling himself or herself not to cry..caz its stupid to cry and its a fool to do so..but in e end he or she said tat he or she is a fool.. contradicting right?? but it strick me..i'm wondering if being brave is a way to hide to escape.. is it correct or wrong??

before i went to camp i was talking to youngman on msn.. he den left me with a thought tat makes me go around wondering and wondering. i stil dun hab an answer but soon i hope.. i wil get there..

dere are juz too many pple walking in and out of our lifes.. some stay some wil juz poof* disappear into thin air.. its hard to maintain a friendship or relationship for long.. getting dependent..and all.. wad stays behind are important to me.....

thou sometimes i stil thinks abt eu.. and i dun like to do so.. caz its been so long..