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Yonglin
the dancer/ the performer/ the expressive one/ the emo one/the happy cheerful one/ the huggable one/ the sweetest one/ the fun loving one/ the crazy one.etc
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legally 19 turning on 20 on 22 november.get me presents on that day":))
she is a cow lover!!she likes being up on stage and if she is up there, remember to cheer for her as loud as you could.she favours ice cream and choc alot.she has a small pillow that she hugs to sleep everynight.She has braces that makes her teeth shiny whenever she smiles.:))she loves the people that loves her. she likes hanging out with anyone that is nice:) She can be as random as you can imagine, very blur and
she is different from you cause her sky is't blue. its filled with whatever colour she want it to be
purple,red,yellow,orange. or any outragous colour. she is happy with her sky.what colour is your sky?
Thursday, September 28, 2006!
HandWritten on; 1:21 AM
2 times in 2 months.. consequtive months.. im suffering frm pps.. zhou chu comes to an end.. drama centre is juz so nice to be in for a production.. and becaz zhou chu has lesser pple.. every1 is taken care of.. interact more.. having lots of fun.. and accompany..i veri blank and empty now.. wad am i going to do tmr??. mondae. wed.fri and sat going to be with nothing.. wad shld i do?? its around the same feeling as the after effect of the cat.the bride and liao mama.. sigh..this production spent less than 1 month rehearsing only.. getting eaten by tiger.. den later on big fish.starfish.jellyfish and black box.. being in darkness.. having no sense of security at all.. scared that we wil bang into each other.. scared tat we block each other.. scared that the black box will fall off stage.. we seems to be the most dangerous ones on stagee..the people with most injuries-- hei guang. with most accidents--hei guang.. haha..tuesdae. tze n i went to SHOP!! ( im feeling guilty caz she next dae got exams.!!) we went to drink coffee at tcc bugis.. while waiting for every1's grand arrival.. we reported at 6pm.. den we ate our dinner in the green room.. and around 8 plus we started rehearsing.. first rehearsal- hei guang.. tat night... accident!!! tze bang into yuxuan..while walking frm one side to another.. caz it was peech dark we didnt see wad happened.. but suddenly e music stopped. and the lights were made to go on.. den we knew tat theres an accident.. tat dae jiawei lao shi let us off early.. so we went to eat supper =p.. hehe we walked to liang seah street..we went to eat ah chew dessert!!at last!! we forsee the dessert calling for us.. (Lai lai to ah chew dessert..=p)daddy's good idea.. so.. deres yongzhi.ddy.tako.tze. and me.. ddy treated.. but den he purposely.. treated me to some dunno wad grass jelly with carnated milk??!! not nice at all!!~ but i make myself finish it.. caz its TREATED!! i wanted honey dew sago.. i insist that i said i wan to order no. 14!!! ltr on mother. miao juan and ASM zh came to join us..=)) and ddy ordered ASM's sago!!! irritating.. den we all took the train home!!~ wed.ddy.tze and me went to watch movie.. devils wear prada.. hahax.. tat movie quite girly.. after the movie we went to drama centre.. had our rehearsals.. quite smoothly done.. thou we think tt it wasnt tat a good job.. we went to eat supper againn. some hk restaurant that jiantong brought us to.. liang seah street again.. this time.. huiling and jiawei lao shi joined us.. so there is ddy.jt.yongzhi.tako.zh.tze and me.. the table was full of food.. and den we chit chat and talk and den guess stupid jokes and those brain teasers..till 2 plus!!!~tat dae it was realli like dreaming.. den we took the cab home.. tiredd night.. i went to stay at tze's hse.. had a funny stay.. she didnt wan me to sae.. so if eu all wan 2 noe wad happen tat night.. hahaxx.. asked me..thursdae. we reported at 2.. the earliest.. and my branch is done.. so we practice the last scene first.. yan wang ye.. keke..den we got intensive hei guang practice.. and more injuries.. getting k by some1's flippers on the head.. getting "TOOT" by the dragon's pole.. falling down while running in circles pushing the box.but we did try our best.. so yah.. tat night i wasnt at all happy.. er.. something happened.. pull my whole mood down.. and i realli cant accept it.. or shld i sae till now im struggling to accept wadever it was to me.. and i wrote..i seldom do so.. unless im realli feeling terrible.. so yahh.. thnkew.. another supper- prawn noodles.. opposite drama centre..fridae..first show!!~ ah.. terrible.. scared. nervous.. big huggies to everyone!! hehe yupx.. we went around encouraging each other.. so sweet.. but tat reminds me of wad happen during the cat.. =)) e show went smooth =)) keke.. liren and batch came.. bananas too!!shiya too!!rouxin and kaiyin too.. dey enjoyed the show.. caz everyone said tat it was entertaining.. and funny.. but no one knows i got eaten by a tiger!! liren said tat the tiger fall in love wif me.. -_-'' big huitian saw me.. with starfish and big fish.. keke... thnkew rouxin jie jie for the flower.. and also ying ( big cow) for all de hair ties.. luv ya lotss.. tat night supper was at mac!! haha.. i could eat my fellow.. cow.. dunno y but was extremely hungryy... saturdaee.. afternoon show wasnt tat a nice one i guess.. i almost fell when i was running.. haha.. onli jiawei lao shi knew.. he could see tat.. it muz hab been too real for the others to realise.. den during break.. keng came.. she gib tze n i sunflower!! frm beh beh!!~ haha.. so sweet.. we were all so surprised by him..thnkew beh.. tat nights performance went best!! its video.. but got scolding after some finale thing dat we changed.. jing tuan pple came.. thnks tian for her flowers.. keke..she bluff me no flowers for us!!!terrible gal.. haha.. we went to eat lai lai hong shao nu rou mian tat night.. and we played the tricks on jieting and yunkai.. hahax. dey bei wo men zhen le 1 whole night.. tat night i didnt get to sleep until 4 plus?? was doing somethg for everyone.. and i realised i got lots of wrong written words!! =psundae. last last show.. yah.. er... sadd.. and got lots of wrong.. but its over.. and ddy left me a bump to remember.. we went back to huiguan. den we went 2 eat.. =p crystal jade.. den dessert at fork and spoon.. we chit chat abt the pros and cons abt the show..
we had so much fun again.. thou in between we got lots of scolding and mistakes.. but its juz so funn..im going to put it behind.. and move on.. its always going to be inside.. im left wif a bump to remember.. pps will come to an end.. juz dun remind me abt it.. its like a dream.. september dream..
" wake me up when september ends.."
i miss the childhood innocence.. i miss the days where i dun used to get bothered or affected by things that is constantly changing around me.. a person's mood.. a person's attitude.. a person's way of speaking.. a person's behaviour.. sometimes i realli dunno wad reason of it to happen.. or even accepting the fact..
ytd i got disturbed.. and i tried not bothering abt it..to no avail. i dint get to sleep well..
the surrounding had made me a person i am.. im wondering if e strength i got is a facade i've put up infront of pple.. ive tasted "chest pain" recently..i fell down todae.. while walking home.. maybe becaz i was deeply in tots.. dat pple push me i fell lorr... its bloody painful.. surprisingly i didnt cry..( i seriously didnt.. thou its damn crazily painful.. like eu get knock by a tree!!! i deserve ice cream!!) it left me kneeling down for a while.. den i climb up.. and walk home..
its another long compo.. im not going to write so much anymore.. caz im numb..
