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my words
its not a special day today
nothing special happened today
but it is worth remembering
and its worth telling you about the day
for a lifetime


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i have not change.
its always been the same.
heart.
Yonglin
the dancer/ the performer/ the expressive one/ the emo one/the happy cheerful one/ the huggable one/ the sweetest one/ the fun loving one/ the crazy one.etc
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:D! legally 19 turning on 20 on 22 november.get me presents on that day":))
she is a cow lover!!she likes being up on stage and if she is up there, remember to cheer for her as loud as you could.she favours ice cream and choc alot.she has a small pillow that she hugs to sleep everynight.She has braces that makes her teeth shiny whenever she smiles.:))she loves the people that loves her. she likes hanging out with anyone that is nice:) She can be as random as you can imagine, very blur and she is different from you cause her sky is't blue. its filled with whatever colour she want it to bepurple,red,yellow,orange. or any outragous colour. she is happy with her sky.what colour is your sky?

Wednesday, July 12, 2006!
HandWritten on; 9:08 AM

i've let myself down..

QNT production is proceeding to an intensive status now.. i have to go hk almost everydae.. i feel that i'm not doing my job well .. i need a break.. i need a break to complete everything.. to compile everything.. to do everything in a systematic way.. to know my role.. to know wad everyone expects frm me..

know what. i realli enjoy going to all the rehearsals.. having fun with themm.. seeing how they improve.. i've got a strong sense of belonging.. felt very touched too..its e cast that makes me feel wonderful being with them.. its e directors that makes it happened.. laughter and more laughter..

i dun wan to deny that i actually enjoy going hk.. i look forward to each and every pai lian too.. sigh... especially with clara's cast.. juz feel so great with them.. its realli a wonderful bond..


at the same time..

busy-ness.. is driving me not nuts.. but lost.. yah..i am definately spending lesser time at home.. lesser time with my friends.. lesser time with HF..lesser time thinking thru stuff..

its that bad tt it turns out to be this - everydae i wake up.. i dun get to see my sister...cause she goes to sch in the morning..and when i come home in e night.. which is around 10 plus 11.. i dun get to see her being awake.. caz she is asleep by then.. this is mad.but. i'm saying this.. i quite miss her.. i miss her noisiness.. everydae she will "jie jie here jie jie there".. but when one day suddenly e cycle stops.. its all not right.. its as if something is missing.. i always find her annoying.. n irritating.. but... the grass is always green on the other side..

same applies to the others..

i dun get to see tze that often .. even weekends.. i need to go huiguan for almost the whole day.. and i realli cant possible stop thinking where is she? what she doing.? eat already not? got study a not? got go tuition?? wad happen to her n her elephant? den i will look at my phone..

i'm realli keep away frm my phone these days.. even appearing online.. i dunno why.. but i'm not motivated to do so.. i realli dunno wads wrong..

so everytime i looked at my phone.. i see tze's msg.. asking if i'm at home already.. or am i doing hw.. understands wad other mean by a little hullo can brighten up some1's day??.. same applies here.. yi ju xiao xiao de wen hou.. is enough.. to let eu feel eu're dere for a reason.. eu're still alive.. somewhere in this world.. some 1 cares and thinks of eu.. tt gan dong feeling is no one can ever describe.. it has already cross over the barrier of simple friends..

as for daddy..its like so near yet so far..like though both sch onli beside.. den in clementi( i hate this name).. its as if one is in jurong one is in senkang.. or wadever place that is far lahh.. he busy with his work.. i busy with my work.. though i get to see ddy for 2 days.. mon and tues.. everytime i get to see him i'm veri tired after a long day in sch.. dont even hab the energy to entertain daddy..cant even think of extreme tots of funny stuff to sae..(i like to see eu all smile..) i cant pull myself to sit up straight and realli chat wif daddy..tell him stuff and all.. so i keep quiet.. but i hate e silence.. ddy got ucler.. so its more quiet than usual.. i miss all the fun..i miss all the laughing.. i always tot of something.. i wanted to asked ddy.. but i dun like to go 2 e topic.. caz its going to remind all of us of the day.. as usual.. i'm not biased.. i cant stop thinking wad ddy doing? ucler stil pain? drive carefully? studying in sch? eat already?

so everytime i looked at my phone.. and brr brr one msg recieve.. and so.. i looked.. den ddy will asked if pai lian finished already anot.. n asked me be careful on my way.. and e rest is juz e same.. as wad i wrote above..

eu noe wad.. huiguan is realli eerrieee in e night.. i dunno how i camp there for 4days.. maybe i'm alone? its so lonely.. n cold..

queen asked me out.. i feel very bad.. have been so busy that i might not be able to meet them.. i cant confirm my schedule.. and i miss them to e core..

i talked to felle todae on msn.. and i miss her too.. i miss her laughter and singing in class..
i still cant get out of my sec sch life...

i miss munirah too.. her concern is always my pleasure.. i used to tell her lots of things.. go to her chair and sit beside her den we will TALK and TALk and TALK!!~ hahax...

cas?? yahh miss eu too.. we are so used wif e2 that we cant find our perfect clique in sch.. i compare.. wad abt eu??

ben? wonder how is he doing overseas...

fred!! i always gets ur motivation.. eu bubble talk me soon le.. miss tt alot too..

min min?? wonder how have eu been doing.? econs... sucks big time..

shuang ahh.. hai.. hows ur kids taking session?? fun?? haha.. shldnt tease eu further.. my course pple wan change course go take early childhood siao one.. haha..


i'm still not feel very nice in sch.. caz.. i dunno where i belong...


even though we are still busy with ourselves.. i still like being with eu n eu n eu n eu...!!!