This week.. its happens like that and goes like that.. in a split second. It changes. One moment its like this. The other its like that.. this always happens.. I dun deny it.. but it always allow a sharp piercing pain in here.. right in here.. den I will struggle.. suffocate.. and put on my façade.. for eu to juz
Laugh.. that’s enough..



Mondae..
I love the dae. although I dunno wad crap I wrote for OB test.. I still love e dae.. not becaz its sunny.. but becaz I’m wif ddy and tze.. =] this time we went to find ddy.. instead of him always coming over to find us.. we went to bukit panjang!!~I was in sch waiting for tze’s grand arrival so we could take e bus together to bp plaza.. some miscommunication.. I ask her to drop when she see e overhead bridge linking to the bus stop.. in e end SHE TOLD ME that she miss the stoP. SO I WAS THINKING.. “SO SHE MUZ BE FACING sim NOW”.. so I describe to her. E looks of SIM. “green cover top den white white building one”.. in e end she tell me she drop one stop earlier..which is kap tt bus stop.. X) so I ask her to take one stop to e bus stop opp NP.. so she could cross the overhead bridge and wait for me there.. while I was in alumni clubhouse rushing CATs assignment.. so I met tze and we took 184 all e way to the interchange cross the road and go mac ..=] den I was studying CIP.. I was so so tired tt I keep falling asleep.. while tze simply lazy around.. we waited for daddy..

When daddy come.. we dunno wad thing to eat again. so I asked ddy to tell me wad BP got.. I keep asking and asking until I think ddy irritated liao.. he took my pen.. and write all e food, restaurant and food court all on his hand.. caz no paper mahh.. hehe.. den we cancel this cancel tt. =p.. and den I sae !! [ lets go yoshii!!!!!~] so we take escalator down go yoshii.!!~ and eu all noe wad yoshii dao bi.!!~ guan men da ji.. no yoshii for us!!~ when we wan to eat!!~ so nothing to eat. Back to square one again. we merry-go-round BP plaza.. go up go down.. merry-go-round.. we walk to food court find food court sian.. in e end.. we go EXTREme!!~ ddy suggested!!~ we all fork out 6 bucks den we rojak anyhow buy things.. those snacks.. everything also can eat..hehe.. this time we merry-go-round bp plaza with a motive.. and that is to get all sorts of food!!~ we go basement bought- 2 boxes of tako. 1 shilin chicken. Drinks from ntuc and also sushi!!~ haha. Den we went 2 this playgroud outside ntuc.. and we had our mini picnic. =] haha.. funny ah.. so extreme.. den I was trying so hard to climb e monkey bar. Which in e end failed. Caz I’m a cow. Not a monkey.. den later on. Caz I need to study.. so we went back to mac and we study.. ( more like sleeping for me.. caz I was really tired.. ) den we play wif daddy too.. haha.. around 8 plus we left mac. And e bp plaza. We wanted to go eat dinner. So we decided on toapayoh..!! e nice nice lor 5 ba chor mee.. BEFORE THAT WE HAD A LITTLE ADVANTURE! DDY DRIVE US AND SHOW US HIS HSE!! HEHE. WHITE GATE one..den later on when he pass by this road.. I find it familiar.. guess wad.. my beloved auntie tt always buy me egg to eat.. live opposite ddy onli.. e HDB flats.. e world is so small..

so later we went on a night ride.. haha. Ddy drive into this veri wulu road tt no one will ever drive in.. e road veri veri dark.. den e lights aren’t that bright either.. scary~ den dunno y I lean forward den tze also lean forward.. den we look out of e window and seee..both of us juz wan to be close to daddy.. caz it’s scary!!~ eek.. den later on we pass this underground tunnel.. den suddenly!!! Ddy open e window ask us to shout. Haha.. funny right? Keke. Cool~ ddy sae e road is his ah gong always bring him dere one when he was young.. den later on..we took long car ride to tp.. =] and eat.. den got this ah ma sit down wif us. And talk to us.. while we were talking too.. den later on go home =] wonderful adventurous dae right?! Hehe. I miss e day.. =]


tuesdae.
I was so so tired..mugged for cip for e whole night till around 4 plus.. so crazy .. but den I wrote rubbish and I dunno how to do e cip paper at all!!~ wad de hell is radio frequency tag?? Ah yahh heck lah fail liao..

That morning tze woke up damn late so she skip her chem. Practical and came to my hse.=] to do the book.. haha.. while doing e book.. something happen =] after tt I juz noe I rocks!! Thick skin ><

I went to meet tze and ddy at ps.. after my test..tze was suppose to have tuition at 7.30pm.. in e end its cancelled.. my parents all not at home too.. so i don’t have to reach home so early.. so we asked ddy to come out and makan wif us.. we eat yoshi!!~ at last its yoshi!~ and after dinner. We went home.. yah. Went home.

That night..

I dun like it at all.. home alone.. and its when everything changes.. 060606. omen.. really omen.. within a day.. tasted all e flavours in life.. its happens so quickly I cant react that e onli thing I do was.. close my eyes.. let it fall.. its when we noe tt somethg is wrong.. and its when.. we start doubting each other.. promising.. each other.. that it would never change.. it’s the day when time is a necessity..

Yah. E timing was really bad..i cant study..i went to sleep.. wif my wet face.. but I’m glad tat eu told us.. really.. though its like a piercing pain.. we tried coping wif it.. like that den we will grow up isn’t it?? E timing was wrong tat. Eu dunno wad to sae to me.. e “body” called me.. and told me..

I can do it.. wo zuo de dao..

So dun doubt me.. caz I can..

Den later on I understand it.. and de day continues.. after e ink spilt across the perfect picture.. soon.. we will continue and start drawing a brand new picture. Right??

My “alarm clock” is still there.. I wont dun wan my “alarm clock”.. caz its too important.. I will always be ur little cow too..



Wednesdae..
Open book test!! ~so happy!! I can do STATS Paper!! I can do!! Woots~ lalala.. =]

After stats I went to meet tze at thomsan plaza.. we went to eat pizza hut.. student meal..

I realize e silence in us everytime we think of wad happen e night before.. Surprisingly.. I noe what she was thinking.. and we enjoyed e silence.. I tried.. forcing =) out.. for a while.. I realize I cant do it myself as well..

So.. after eating.. we went to e extreme of going to zh’s hse!!~ haha.. I went there to take study.. before tt.. I met up wif jiv,fil,moe,matt,yilei and Jason.. sigh.. miss their crappiness.. =p always have fun wif dem.. caz dey forever crapping a lot..
I’m failing zh for his cooking!!~ he cant cook!!~ damn lousy!!~ magi mee also dunno how to cook okie!!~ after eating his food.. tze and I stoma he!! He muz have xia du inside..

Uncle ho. Eu so need to practice cooking!!~ I teach you!!~



Thursdae..
I’m so dead for econs.. seriously so dead..its a confirm failure.. yahh.. so feel like crying after the paper.. no mood at all.. last min I went to meet tze.. den we took 162 aimlessly to marina square.. while walking.. we pass by places that brings back images..

I hate Singapore.. caz its too small.. caz every place I go.. its seems to relate to you..


Fridae
I dun have to go to sch =] so met up wif tze.zh.and yx to go kster.. haha think yx change a lot.. he become so tall liao!!~I have to lift my head up to talk to him now.. den we walked into kster. And took e mat. E room veri smelly.. shou bu liao.. we came across this song.. tired singing it.. but den.. I cant hide or run away.. it’s the first time I tear in front of huiguan pple.. leaving uncle ho nothing to do.. dunno wad to do.. becaz of e song.. becaz of e lyrics.. simply like tat.. already kong zhi bu liao..

Urghhh. Pol lose. So 1 macflurry to matt..
Ger win. So I got my macflurry frm james.
World cup.. noisy pple.. can hear my neighbour shout “GOAL!!~”

Saturdae.
Its rain again.. tian hui hui de.. xing ye hui hui de.. lets sing tian hui by s.h.e. … its boring. Caz I’m at home now.. going bangkok soon..13 of june..

I’ll miss ddy.
I’ll miss tze.
How I wish I can get to see eu all again. before I go.. leaving e country seems so… I dunno..

Juz feel tt everything veri not right..

So long ah this blog entry.. think pple wont read all. Hmm. But I need to blog tts all..

Tonight England and Paraguay.. hmmm~ I go for England.. and queen ask me look out for frank lampard .. yaya..ur shuai ge right.. haiz..

Okie. Think tonight uncle coming again. den james also. And den maybe either we go auntie morrin hse watch or dey come my hse.. anyway juz opposite onli..

No betting tonight.. james wan England.. I also wan England.. no one wan to be extra..haha..

Matthew choong ask me blog abt him.. wad to sae?? Orhh. Yahh. Eu win e bet. Okie. Fine. 1 macflurry for eu!! Urghh.. buying ur strap shirt in Bangkok.. I muz find it.!!~



HF always in my mind.~